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It’s quite interesting…
You know, everything seems to be totally normal, but you eventually find out that’s not!
All your plans, dreams, ideas, everything collapse. Your horizon it’s getting narrow! You know the feeling, probably you do. Because, if your answer is negative, I suppose you didn’t take steps into this life.
When you feel betrayed by the people you trusted the most, it’s shit ( sorry for the colorful language ). Totally shit…
And your asking yourself: ‘What went wrong? What the fuck did I do wrong?’. And answers and bouncing everywhere around, but you can’t find the proper answer, you just can’t find it.
You look behind and you try to blame the past ( as Adolf said ‘Life is like a grammar lesson. You find the past perfect and the present tense.’ ), but you can’t blame the past, can you? You try to blame the present and you succeed and of course you succeed!
But after a few chats everything comes back to normal ( or at least it should be normal again ). And your happy! Because the horizon ( you know, the bloody horizon ) it’s getting wider, much wider!
But when you start feeling better, other and other things start popping up. ‘Wow, it’s amazing’ you say.
Anyway, the story should end soon or it should continue nicely, colorful. But deep inside of you, you what again the pink and purple life, of I bet you do…
But what’s more fucking painful? When that bloody sentence formed out of 3 bloody words starts to disappear. You know the sentence, everybody knows the sentence. The sentence that started and ended several wars, disputes ( use your fucking imagination for fuck sake ).
So let’s smile, it helps a lot, believe me!

( to be continued )

disclaimer: the post it’s written in English and I expect only English comments ( adică aștept doar comentarii în limba engleză ). Another thing that needs to be added is that I had this article in drafts, but I didn’t finish it, so it’s not a ‘fresh’ article.